June Already

It's June already...
I have a list of people in my life. I love them. If any of you are reading this, you know who you are. I love you. And I love your families. As for the rest of the people out there in my life? You ask me questions. Such stupid questions. And you'll never get it. I don't trust you with your stupidity. So as for the rest of the people out there in my life? You know who you are. You know what you did to me. And you can kiss me a**.

You all piss me off.
Full of questions.
Can't you see?
Hardly any of you can- the whole damn society.

Why are YOU taught this and that?
Who taught you this would be saddening?
That's what the whole damn society learned.
Who taught you to hold me back when I can go foward?
That's what the whole damn society learned.
Don't make me stay in vain.
And especially don't add up the unecessary pain.

This poem ain't even real.
'Cuz I refrain from swearing.
You are so stupid.
And you are so nosy.
And this whole thing is all your fault.
'Cuz this could have been so easy
Just for me.
I could have not been selfish, monstrous
But now you're even making things foolish.
Just for who?
Just for me
Just for me to deal with.

I still don't know who I am. Or who I should be. I keep to myself. That's all I know. I'm sorry for ranting like that. I think it's really just me on the inside. That's who I am. Emotional. On the outside, on the other hand, is a whole new person.
What am I? I fear being called human. Homo Sapien. Man wise wise. It just sounds so absurd.
Who am I? Hm.