This would be a second post in one day. I don't have much else to do.

Well, I have doubt anyone's going to see this before it starts becoming unimportant, but anyway...

I should have left for China today this morning. And I should have been there in about four hours from now. The flight was cancelled. I don't think anyone else is around, so it's just me and my head.
I'll be going to a camp in China, cancelling original plans. I've grown a bit more neutral from the dissapointment. But I could still... see it. Maybe I'm "weird": a teenager with an extraodinary amount of joy racing through him. Lying on a bed with new bunkmates/acquantinces, with earbuds in his ears, listening to Brahms or something because he can't seem to fall asleep at around 11:00 for a reason hardly anyone knows.
Well, it's going to be different. Would it be racist if I'm not as appreciative of this? I dunno, maybe it's because I need an environment with less... Asians. Yes okay, that was quite racist. Sorry. I have a much smaller, vague, and boring image of me there. Well, I'm not going to give mcuh more reason.

I'm not sure if I'll be able to post for a while because China might block. I'm coming back home late August or early September.

So, I guess this would be it. I hope I'll be able to post regularly.